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Jun 26, 2005
weeo sommfingz in life happen
alot ov shit..
like round bout now in my life...
my grandma is dying
so is my grandpa
n i feel like nothing in this life will ever turn out right....
never does life have an enjoyable moment that lasts 4ever..
thers 1 thing in life thats u can depend on
is the darkness of uncertainty...
maybe 1 daii ill know the meaning 2 live.. maybe i wont
i dont know whats goin 2 happen 2 our family.... my dad bought a
1 waii ticket 2 philipines n he aint comin bak.. i
i dunt want r familii 2 die out.. i thought we wud stick by each other 4ever.. but as life is nothing lasts 4ever..
the cruelest words my dad cud ever sai when he leaves is.. "i love u"
the person that wil miss him the most is clara.. i feel sorii 4 her.. not 2 know her grandfather.. i want 2 burst in2 tears as this phase in my life is killing me!! instead ill look ahead happi on da outside
but crying inside..
ill keep my head up , but as night approaches ill hug my pilow wishing 4 the people
i loved most..
my grandma is in dying pain.. n i wish i cud take da pain away..
i love her so much n so does she..
she started crying da last time
we saw each other
she cried.. she told me.. " this is the last time we will see each other"
:"next time u c me.. il b with ur grandfather.."
my grandfather on my mothers side is on a drip.. he goez weak. n then
strong again..
then weak
then strong
he is 93 and dying ... nxt time i c him will b when he has his funeral..
i remember when he was strong in sydney
when he use 2 play with me..
when we did the gardening 2gether..
n then i remember him in his death bed...
his eyes closed and waiiting 4 god 2 take him..
a human life is so very precious..
life is jhust a flicker in time.. ur ther and then ur not..
u witness manii generations ov ur own familii grow.
"Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow"
Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone she/he loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But, sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. it will rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest.One of these is where you will build your nest and start over again. It's never too late. Remember, you may find love and lose it but "WHEN somone DIES,YOU NEVER HAVE TO DIE WITH IT". Remember, you cannot be a redeemer all your life. . You cannot be a sooner of your mistake forever. Remember, we all fall and make wrong decisions but our
blunders are meant not to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lessons of life.
.............
Posted at 11:17 am by ikawnako
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Jun 18, 2005
omg hi peoples!!.. jerz is a DANGLE BERRY !
yah yah.. behave..
I LIKE TO
MOVE IT MOVE IT
"Whats with a little bitting on the bottom between friends?" - Madagascar
Posted at 08:01 pm by ikawnako
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Jun 5, 2005
o4juneo5 ..
mhhenn .. thiis place is so loneLyy .. lols
no more life ..
jhus like me .. rhea =(
oh wells .. neweiis ..
thenkx to everybody hoo stuck by me ..
who helped me through everything =)
i love you all so muchh !
i thenk everyone who supported me n gave me advice =)
wells .. its 11:23pm ..
todayy was fuckkin funkyy ass !! =)
yfc pre-con .. !!! lols !! yeh yeh yey !!
one way .. JESUS ! =D
neweiis , buhbaiis ..
love yahs !!
tccic godbLess ..
mwahhs n cuddLes ! ^^
<3 aLweiis .. rhea
Posted at 12:29 am by ikawnako
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May 15, 2005
^^ babyy !! LOL < haha , or shud i call yoh jerz ?
/17thMAYo5 =)
hey hey !! lol
oh my ghees !! its been ages !! ><
welLs yess .. im sorry jerz .. =(
buh i`ll always be here for you !!
remember that .. (wtf the writing changed)
anyywayys .. i`ll never forghet "us" LOL ^^
i`lL aLways love you !! =)
ok baby !! =) .. oops .. jerz .. lol
i love you =) ..
<3 rhea =) **
jerz.. UR NOw my mr. pornoSTAR* / saggy tiits.. hehe
shud i sey ur HOTT ? lol, or shud i sey ur SEKCII ?
hahahhaa .. >< okii okiie .. =]P jkx lang thens =)
ime UR ms. pornoSTAR* !! hahahah ^^
yesh yesh! *nodds ..
hoy u better stilL calL me.. we havnt talked in yonkx !!
LiKe friik !! ><
hahah ..
oh yeshh .. lets go parra !!
our *breaking up* date !! hahaha .. jk jkx ..
nahh .. oh welLs
u noe if u askt me, i wudve done everything just to see you .. =\ , oh welLs ..
too late now babyy .. tCciiC godbLess
LOVEyoh ^^
=) .. peace outs* buhbaiis..
<3 aLweiis RHEA !! =)
aka ms. pornoSTAR*! / grannyyFANNY~!
Posted at 08:41 pm by ikawnako
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May 5, 2005
___ long siince mhhen !! =\
/ o5o5o5! __
LOL .. that`s funny .. sccary nex year .. sixth of the sith of the sixth ! errrhh =\
yerr anywayys .. i`m bored and i miSs you =( .. i hate you LOL = opposiite baby ! ><
anywayys ..
two days untiL besttestt [jace] and besttestt [kathy]`s two months togetherr ! oOo *wiinkx =]P LOL..
congrats n wiish you alL thha bestt ! =)
LOVEyoh muh two besttestt`s, LOL ..
hmmm**
status: taLking to GAB ! hehe^^
hii GAB ! =]P .. whhattah cuutiie^^ lol
anyywayys .. cross country tomors .. >< shiie** bruhh ! >< LOL fuuuk* hahah .. anyhuu fuk that guyy huever fukiing prankx MY homephone ! >< errrrhhh !! damn YOU ! LOL ..
hmm** .. stiL bored o_O
i miss YOU baby !! *sigh ..
havnt evn met personalLy yets =( .. LOL
that`s funny .. membahs , we`lL meet wen we`re OLD ! HAHAH / wen ime grannyfanny ! LOL jkx baby .. =]P
oOo..
MY punk-o-matiiC is way better ! LOL ..
jhus hack it duude ! haha .
even if you havnt evn herd miine but yeh ! LOL .. okiies
ime outs sLeepy tCciiC gb swtdrms nyts xoxo .. missing you LOVE yoh =)*
waves* =)..
<3rhea___
Posted at 10:16 pm by ikawnako
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Apr 30, 2005
my most hard worked on thing in da world is my musik in dis site!! its da biggest thing n da oldest thing in da site dating bakkk since da stone age ov sponge bob wen i had a xanguhhh! i m no longer a xangan but a blogger =) maybe wen justin sam yams mum goez awai ill reopen da site
-¬ јєяz™- рυиќǿмάτίќ « ђέάυέή øи έάятђ «¬ ι ø ѕ έ яz <3ddr gurl [тіll уǿ Ъоđу gέт шέάќ] y m i putting my nikname oN!!??!?!? well im bored like tae
wat can i do datz fun??
lol ummmmmmmmm nothing yay funn!!
i miss u rhea , wher r u baby??=(
passsing timee!
ahaha rheaaa i wrote u like 28928217348216372`167361276 million kabillion trillion
shillion habbbbooillion killion shibaillion iloveuuilllionnnn storiiiz u noe! ahhahahahah
i luv u dat much!!!!!!!!!!! yeshhhhhhhhhhhhh yssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
RHEA BABY! UR AN OLD FART OW!
Posted at 06:38 pm by ikawnako
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Apr 26, 2005
DAMN THIIS !! >< LOL
26thAPRILo5 /
happy 14th BDAY to MY best frend KATHY !! [x ..
xoxo !! love yahh !! hehe ^^
DAMN tomoro !! i wiish i can go to NEVERLAND so that i dun grow OLDer ! LOL .. =]P *damn fooL rhea .. heheh ..
ANYwayysss ..
i miss you alL !! spechaiiLy baby jherz !! hehehe ^^ LOVEyoh xoxo /
HAPPY birthday to ME ! =]P .. NOOO * ><
*waves goodbye .. =] xoxo
THENKX to everyone that greeted ME today ..! huggNkisses ! [x
LOVE YOH SO MUCHHS !
<3alLweiis ..
>> RHEA [ liity ] ___
Posted at 07:51 pm by ikawnako
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Apr 22, 2005
.iono??.. status» thnkn life» crappi
lisenin 2 :brian mcknight - 1 last cry
habnt blooged in ere 4 agez... man i wanna do somthing lolz ummmz well 2 dai i was supose 2 go niknix party but un4tuna8li i aint allowed, FCUK but anywaiiz im reallli pissed ov at wutz happenin n shit, nothing ever goes right, evrytime i do somthing its a wrong turn evrything is a wrong turn! i h8 dis i juz wish i wud juz die, som thingz i cant write in ere cuz der 2 personal i realli wanna but i cant,, but wuh do i do,! juz keep dis bullshit locked up inside me?!?! have u ever felt like no1 notices u. no1 notices ur pain, ur sufferin, well datz how i feel , i wanna scream out 2 tha world 2 say somthing ! ! ! !
my grandpa is in a realli bad st8 n evry1 say he gone die, da effekt on my family ov all dat news is realli streesn n i dont know wut 2 say.
dat putz me in a realli bad postion evry day, alwaiz thinking dat he gone die da 2nd wen im walking or while im eating hes choking, or wen i pray he dies, evry 2nd i feel like hes gonna pass , i h8 feeling like this, , my parentz dey dont know a thing about me any more. they never bother 2b close 2 me, which is y i hav no rreason 2 even speak a word 2 them. . bcuz dey dont talk 2 me . its like im a mistake! if dey h8 me so much n dey want me 2 b som1 im not y not juz b me! dis is my personality if u cant deal wit it den FCUK OFF! derz family problemz 4 ya
well som1s been FCUKING up my chatterbox on my xanga , so its closed 4 da moment. ill hab 2 blog my shit here..
my best frendz doing drugz , dey smoke dey drink , FCUK my ex keepz on calling me n wit all da bullshit she seemz more comforting den any1 else. ???? never answers my callz, i duno wut 2 do ,. my life is juz aall shit u noe ,,thanx 2 joanna 4 bein mah phyciatrist bewwy much appreicated .
well wut do u think?? my life is fucked aye i m only 1 spek ov dust on this earth , will 1 death cause pain 2 this earth if i am nothing more then a grain ov sand on a beach , a fucking particle in da air i m nothing
Posted at 11:37 am by ikawnako
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Apr 18, 2005
^^ happy .. bday/ aniiv`s !! ___ _
/18th apriL o5 __
happy birthdayy to niknik !! ><
happy biirthday to theaa !! =]P
anyywayys .. <3 yoh duudes ! =]
happy anniv. to john & joan !! [x
happy anniv. to kim & jeff !! =]
Posted at 08:23 pm by ikawnako
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¥ dò ù thìng mÊ
remember rhea?? r 1st question about luv LOL!
Posted at 10:38 am by ikawnako
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